It really scared me! The neurologist told me my memory is perfectly fine. But to this day if I am stressed, sometimes it can happen on a lesser scale. I started exercising regularly, eating healthy, listening to audio meditations on YouTube for anxiety, stress, sleep, proper breathing etc. I do this every day. I stopped taking life so seriously. This is like any other chronic condition so I have to work on it every day. I also talked to a counselor which helped me learn how to manage anxiety.
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And many creative people, such as Poe or Sartre, have suffered from it. Deuce Bigelow director Harris Goldberg explored his experiences of depersonalization in the movie Numb. Depersonalization may happen when you first wake up, or while flying on an airplane. You may link it to acute trauma or years of chronic stress , or to nothing at all. Sometimes it happens after smoking marijuana or using "club drugs.
The first signs are often felt as a "mental break. And at the same time you feel unreal or "not yourself. Patients feel as if they have no self that formerly enabled them to deal with the world around them, and with their inner world. The most clinically true and psychologically sharp descriptions of depersonalization are those given by people with DPD.
Feeling panic. When a person first experiences DPD, he often feels as if he is going mad. Patients report feeling panic stricken, trapped inside oneself, or thrown into an unfamiliar world they can't escape. Lack of emotion. People with DPD describe feeling inhuman, like a robot or a rock. They experience a loss of spirit, an absence of emotions, and no mood changes. Feeling detached. People with DPD feel distant from others and themselves. Many describe the feeling of watching themselves, as if from above. Once-familiar objects seem strange.
People with DPD repeatedly check their sanity. They sometimes fixate on the strangeness or foreignness of a single thought or object. Abstract ruminating. People with DPD often dwell on the ideas of eternity and infinity. They think over and over about the nature of existence or the void and the dark mysteries of life. Lifestyle changes. People with DPD are sometimes afraid to leave their houses or engage in activities that might trigger panic attacks. They stop traveling, talking to others, watching TV, or even going to doctors.
Feeling possessed. People with DPD in some cases report feeling as if an evil entity has taken up residence inside their head, watching them and making negative comments. Acting "as if. But they continue to feel like outsiders who aren't part of ordinary life. Like many psychopathological signs, depersonalization can linger for years, go away, and then return. Some people with depersonalization sometimes suffer devastating consequences in their personal and professional lives, while others can continue to function fairly well while they seek treatment.
If you think you may have depersonalization, it is crucial to seek out a physician you feel attuned to, preferably one who has experience treating depersonalization, and in whom you have confidence. There are also good informational sites on the web where you can share your stories and get support from other DPD survivors. One of my favorites is an online community at www.
Thank you for this illuminating this disorder, for it is certainly not as rare as one might think. The reason it is so unheard of is because those suffering from it often have great difficulty explaining precisely what they are experiencing to those who haven't experienced it themselves. In my younger years I struggled with this disorder.
Cannabis, too much reading of philosophy and a general feeling of everything being meaningless resulted in a mental breakdown that took me a year to recover from. I met with a bunch of professionals who basically had no idea what I was talking about. The problem with DPD and derealization is that it is not like other mental disorders where the distortions are more obvious and easier to pinpoint; you are lucid and experience no hallucinations, and thus, as I experienced, it seems far too few mental-health professionals know how to deal with it.
From what I've learned it is rarely something that persists for too long. For most people who experience heavy DPD or derealization due to some sort of trauma, it gradually fades away. Unfortunately there are some unlucky people out there who have had the disorder for many years, but it is my impression that those people are rare.
I was out recently with my mother and suddenly felt completely disconnected from the entire human race. It only lasted a moment but for the first time I actually tried to describe the feeling to her and I couldn't, well, she thought it was schizophrenia. I've only felt like this a dozen times in my life and usually I feel dissociated from one person at a time or myself but this time it was everyone around me. I went in search of what this feeling was and came across this site. I relate to half of the symptoms and I can agree that it comes and goes depending on the time in my life.
I also relate to the fact that your entire state of thinking changes in those moments. Thankfully it only lasts a short while or else I don't know what I'd do. I can also relate to the 'as-if' acting.
A few years ago I just thought it was a character trait. But that symptom has decreased dramatically since then. I also frequently contemplate infinity and the nature of existence. I haven't found a particular link with trauma and these DPD episodes however I do know that when I experience depersonalization with myself I am usually upset, and this sudden change in thinking makes me feel hysterical and extremely cut off from myself. I think am going through this and i think the cause might have been my health condition, relating to my kneecap injury,which has deprived me from being active and alive for years now.
Am unable to seek proper medical care due to my family ignorance and financial status. It really hurts. It's worth noting that research, google at least for many who have recovered from this is not your friend.
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But it may help to simply look up "cure for DR" etc get stories from people who overcame this instead of digging through every forum and every article about this. It does more worse than good. Personally for others who have had it for longer than weeks or months, I believe it's a breakdown in basics such as good ole fashioned sleep, and or nutrient defiencies from calming minerals such as magnesium, calcium, zinc. These are felt instantly. These are no brainer staples for those who tend to be edgy or those who need to feel more relaxed, or sleep deeper in general.
Hi there, I have suffered with this on and off for years. Very disturbing and freightening. Its like being a zombie. In fact I would say that unreality is one of my main anxiety symtoms. I wish I had known about the dpselfhelp. Instead I went to www. But I had DP for a few years! With all the breakdowns you mention I have to assume that you have been prescribed many psychiatric drugs to treat your illness.
I was polydrugged for over 35 years and after researching psychiatric drugs I have found that ALL of my drugs are what caused continual feelings of derealization, depersonalization, and a host of other medication-induced mental disorders for years. I am worried that psychiatry will treat Depersonalizion Disorder with yet more drugs resolving nothing in the process. Good luck to you on your journey of finding relief. I sincerely hope it's not with another drug. But it's a temporary thing and when you keep paying attention to it, it keeps the feeling around. Move on with your life and it fades.
Depersonalization is really quite common. As you mention, it is often overlooked, especially when it is difficult to describe. But people familiar with complex PTSD see it often, and when depersonalization get very strong, it appears as dissociation. While I know that there is little scientific evidence to link the two, I have talked to many people who subjectively feel the connection. Since it can be caused by drugs, anxiety, or many other factors, it is often the other factors that are addressed and can often help with the depersonalization. Also, since there is not medical way of treating this symptom, it is discussed more often in the offices of psychotherapists than physicians.
Although I will say some of the symptoms she listed above are nowhere close to the descriptions I've ever read anywhere myself online. Most I've read came from those who did some sort of legal or illegal drug and it freaked them out, or a panic attack and once they calmed form the feeling went away and that was that.
Depersonalization Disorder is a thing unto itself. Sometimes it is linked with panic or anxiety, but often it is not. Some medications can be beneficial as well, but not the usual SSRI variety. Ultimately, DPD is not something to hit over the head with either drugs or therapy. It is something that has to be transcended. You have to to go through it and emerge in a different and often better place. It isn't referred to as "the Blow of the Void" for nothing. It is the ultimate identity crisis, and requires that the persistent introspection it invokes be dealt with in ways most "normal" people hardly even imagine.
I had this as a teenager. Smoked weed, thought my heartbeat had stopped. First came shock, then the feeling that "something had changed", that I wasn't the same anymore. I had lost the intuitive feeling for what it's like to exist. I didn't know how to cope. Told my mom, visited two GPs. They didn't even refer me to a therapists. I thought I had lost my mind. I began to notice changes, symptoms of extreme anxiety. Existential thoughts were unbearable. I watched The Matrix at age 33 because I couldn't do it before.
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I could not read articles on astronomy either. Like I could not distance myself from those extremes. The sun is a giant ball of fire out there somewhere and in my full panic mode I almost felt its presence out there It took years to get to terms with it and I had to do it on my own. I was scared of drugs because that's what I blamed for making me insane in the first place. I didn't understand that I needed therapy, even though my GPs didn't refer me. So I coped my focussing on the next logical steps: finish school, study, find work. With the months and then years, I obsessed less and less about the 1 thought in my head: that I had gambled away my sanity with one late-night hit from a bong.
Until the first day where I didn't think about it at all. Then the first week. Until the thought was confined to the situations I had learned to identify as triggers like the first 15 minutes on an airplane; there's something extreme about this form of transportation. The roaring sound, the dizzying height, the shortage of space on economy flights; the inability to leave your seat before cruising altitude has been reached.
It feels good to see this disorder being described so succinctly.
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I remember trying to explain it to my mother and not even being able to tell if I'm talking about a thought or a feeling. I wished I had known back then what I know now. None of the four therapists I saw over the years responded with "ah yes, classic DPD" when I described my traumatic experience. Granted, I sought therapy for different emotional issues I experienced as an adult, which may or may not have been connected to that experience.
Still it's disappointing that this disorder is not better known among professionals. After I developed persistent migraine aura, it altered the way I saw everything. I had still have what my neuro calls 'visual snow', and palinopsia. Also some light sensitivity for good measure. You gradually adjust but I fear that it might one day come back if I remember what it felt like when I first got this persistent migraine aura. I've suffered from it for over 25 years, but its been only in the last 4 that I had a name for the fog that periodically envelopes me. Whenever I've tried to explain what its like to others, I'm either not believed, or they don't seem to comprehend the level to which it can ruin a life.
I've actually had a therapist state that because I was unable to identify "triggers" that caused each of my episodes, it proved how unstable I was and that until I was able to do so, I could not be considered reliable enough to care properly for myself, or my children. Perhaps, now that such a widely read and well known publication has added a specialist in the study and treatment of DPD, facts about the difficulties in both experiencing and curing this life numbing thief will become more widely known and understood.
I get this but have a question - how is this a disorder in and of itself? I've only recently found that this has a name, having suffered it on and off for the last ten years all of which feel dreamy and difficult to remember. I'm only 25 so I'm pretty upset about that. But I've always known I have anxiety and this, to me, always just seemed like a symptom of that. Why is it distinguished as a disorder in and of itself? Your symptoms seem to suggest it cannot be extricated from anxiety you mention panic attacks for instance, and agoraphobia , so why describe the anxiety as a symptom of the depersonalisation rather than the other way around?
Unless depersonalisation disorder is yet another subcategory of anxiety disorder? This would lump me with about three separate anxiety disorders and symptoms of other anxiety disorders as well. Also being anxious in social situations another disorder, apparently this is terrifying. How can one tell the difference between having DPD or just experiencing a form of anxiety?
I myself have experienced most of these eight symptoms, as have many other people that I know, yet the symptoms did not last long enough for it to be considered a disorder. I guess my real question is how long must these symptoms remain for one to truly be considered as having DPD? Right now, I am stuck between DP, my old self, and some new self or identity that developed after DP.
At first it was intense and I felt dis-attached from almost everything. It lasted for months of vacation. Then after going back to the real world and having more and more experiences, I couldn't get back to who I am, but I developed an identification with new ways of thinking and new people. Something is moving me to just stop resisting and accepting the "new me" that is evolving, but I can't stop knowing that this is not me, that I want myself back and trying to resist DP or this new identity. For example, I was the confident smart social and witty guy between people.
Now I'm developing a stupid slow and introverted guy. So is it accurate to say that people after depersonalisation start to identify with new experiences and developing a new persona? Or can people get back to their original identity? I actually quit my job months ago because I felt I was developing something that is not me after the dp period.
But apparently this is happening in every part of my life, whether it was the job, the sports, or in the family; I am becoming someone new and I can't quit everything. I found your post very profound. I am 54 years old and only came across the DP term a month ago. I have 'had it' for 50 years but as it was my only way of being, never realised that other people felt differently. I thought everyone else was mimicking others' behaviours and taking part in the play and pretending to feel emotion, just like me.